Don't kill yourself. Would you want his efforts to save you be wasted? It's understandable to be upset, but you should live and honor his memory instead of devastating your family and other friends.
Oh, gosh, I would be devastated...Not being able to talk to her/him ever again would be horrible...Half of my heart would die. I'd cry for days and days, just thinking about it makes me tear up :'(
i would cry for a long long time it would probably scar me. i just cant imagine living without my best friend she is like my sister we have been through so much and to loose that would just be heartbreaking. i dont even want to imagine it.
