Everyone knows that Valentine's Day is the day of love. For me, it's more of an Anti-Valentine's Day. Every year, I have been alone on that dreadful day and now that I've found someone to help me celebrate it, my curse has not yet been lifted.
I've tried everything to have Synyster spend Valentine's Day with me. Just me and him. But he said that the guys really need him down at the studio. I was so upset that we ended up getting into a fight.
I got into a fight with Syn. That's never happened before. I need to fix this. During the fight, I told him to go and get hit by a car. Why would I say something like that to him? That wasn't like me.
As I exited through the front door of my house, i felt my pocket vibrate. I pulled out my cell phone and saw who it was. It was Shadows. What did he want? As I answered the phone, I heard machines beeping loudly in the background.
"Hello? Shadows?" I said as I stood in front of my car.
"Samantha, you need to get down to the hospital. Like right away." said Shadows. My heart sank as he said the words.
"Why? What's going on?" I asked.
"It's Synyster. He's been hit by a car."
"What?! What happened?" I asked. I could feel my heart in my throat.
"Well, Syn said that after the fight he had with you that he wanted to go out and forget everything. So he decided to have us go with him and get drunk. He kept taking shot after shot. I had Zacky look after him as we heard a crash right outside the bar. We ran out and saw Syn on the ground." said Shadows. I can't believe it. I led my boyfriend to this misery.
"I'm on my way!" I said as I got into my car, revved the engine and drove like a maniac to the hospital.
The whole time I'm driving, I kept thinking about the fight and how I caused Synyster to be in the hospital. All because I wanted him to be with me instead of the guys.
I parked my car and ran full speed into the emergency room. I looked everywhere for Syn's room until I found Zacky and Johnny standing outside of a hospital room.
"Zacky!" I cried. He looked up and walked towards me. "Is he gonna be okay?" I asked as I wrapped my arms around him for a quick hug.
"The doctors say that he has a few broken ribs and a broken leg. They put him in a coma until he heals." said Zacky V as he walked with me into Syn's room.
As we entered the room, Shadows and The Rev walked over and gave me a hug and told me the whole story. My heart was crushed as I looked at the man of my dreams lying in a hospital bed with an IV in his arm and a tube in his nose. I walked over to his bedside and held his hand.
"Synyster, darling, if you can hear me, please listen to me. I'm so sorry. I never wanted this to happen to you. I should have never had that fight. I should have listened to you and let you go with the guys." I said as I tightened my grip on his hand and started to cry. Shadows and Zacky V walked over and put their hands on my shoulders.
"Hey guys, why don't we give Sam some alone time with Synyster?" asked Shadows as he left the room. The others followed as I grabbed a chair and sat beside my injured love.
I never left his side. I kept begging him to forgive and that I never wanted him to get hurt. My heart was breaking as I watched his heart monitor. It was slowly going down. Why was it going down?
As I got up, his monitor went into flatline.
"Synyster! No!" I cried. "Doctor help!"
"Samantha, what's wrong?" asked The Rev
"It's Synyster. He's flatlining" I said as I felt my heart break and started to feel tears on my cheeks. This can't be happening. He can't leave. Not now.
An hour went by and the doctors finally got Synyster's heart rate back. As they left, I walked back into the room and rushed by his side.
"Syn. Syn, honey" I said as I took his hand in mine. "You have to fight this. Please come back to me. Don't leave me." I said as I kneeled down and sobbed into his blanket. "Don't leave"
"Hey hey. I'm not going anywhere." said a soft voice. I felt a soft hand on my arm as I looked up and saw the big brown beautiful eyes of Synyster looking back at me.
"Syn! You're okay." I shrieked as I jumped up. "Guys he's awake! Synyster's awake!"
"He's awake?" asked Zacky V
"Yeah. I'm awake." said Synyster softly.
"Oh Synyster, I'm so sorry. This wasn't supposed to happen. I didn't want you getting hurt." I said as I felt as tear fall on my cheek. Synyster wiped it away softly as I watched him put his arm down as his body was still sore.
"It's not your fault. It's mine. I just got so angry that I lost sight of what I was doing. While I was in comatose, I thought about you and how your voice brought me back." he said as I sat beside him.
"I never wanted you to get hurt. Or even end up in a hospital. I should have listened to you when I had the chance. Can you forgive me, Syn?" I asked.
"Of course I can. I could never stay mad at you." he said as I leaned in and kissed his lips softly.
The doctor said that it would be a few weeks before Syn can leave the hospital. They needed to keep an eye on him and see what happens over night.
During his stay, the guys and I visited him whenever we got the chance. But, I also wanted to make it up to Synyster.
So, as I walked into his room, I surprised him with a teddy bear holding a heart that says "I love you" and a little bouquet of flowers. He couldn't stop smiling when I gave him his Valentine.
I have never seen him so happy before. My face was red as I walked over and sat beside him. I looked into his eyes and saw all the love I give fill his face. My curse has finally ended. My Anti-Valentines Day curse was done.
With Synyster laying next to me in my bed, i could feel his heart racing as I rested my head on his chest. His breathing growing slower and faster. I knew that I would find someone like him.
I never wanted to fight with him. I never wanted to have him be hurt. If we haven't fought that day, he wouldn't be hurt with a broken leg and I wouldn't be feeling so guilty. I never want to fight with him. Synyster is too special for me to lose.
But everyday that I'm with him, I'm learning the difference between love and music.
I've tried everything to have Synyster spend Valentine's Day with me. Just me and him. But he said that the guys really need him down at the studio. I was so upset that we ended up getting into a fight.
I got into a fight with Syn. That's never happened before. I need to fix this. During the fight, I told him to go and get hit by a car. Why would I say something like that to him? That wasn't like me.
As I exited through the front door of my house, i felt my pocket vibrate. I pulled out my cell phone and saw who it was. It was Shadows. What did he want? As I answered the phone, I heard machines beeping loudly in the background.
"Hello? Shadows?" I said as I stood in front of my car.
"Samantha, you need to get down to the hospital. Like right away." said Shadows. My heart sank as he said the words.
"Why? What's going on?" I asked.
"It's Synyster. He's been hit by a car."
"What?! What happened?" I asked. I could feel my heart in my throat.
"Well, Syn said that after the fight he had with you that he wanted to go out and forget everything. So he decided to have us go with him and get drunk. He kept taking shot after shot. I had Zacky look after him as we heard a crash right outside the bar. We ran out and saw Syn on the ground." said Shadows. I can't believe it. I led my boyfriend to this misery.
"I'm on my way!" I said as I got into my car, revved the engine and drove like a maniac to the hospital.
The whole time I'm driving, I kept thinking about the fight and how I caused Synyster to be in the hospital. All because I wanted him to be with me instead of the guys.
I parked my car and ran full speed into the emergency room. I looked everywhere for Syn's room until I found Zacky and Johnny standing outside of a hospital room.
"Zacky!" I cried. He looked up and walked towards me. "Is he gonna be okay?" I asked as I wrapped my arms around him for a quick hug.
"The doctors say that he has a few broken ribs and a broken leg. They put him in a coma until he heals." said Zacky V as he walked with me into Syn's room.
As we entered the room, Shadows and The Rev walked over and gave me a hug and told me the whole story. My heart was crushed as I looked at the man of my dreams lying in a hospital bed with an IV in his arm and a tube in his nose. I walked over to his bedside and held his hand.
"Synyster, darling, if you can hear me, please listen to me. I'm so sorry. I never wanted this to happen to you. I should have never had that fight. I should have listened to you and let you go with the guys." I said as I tightened my grip on his hand and started to cry. Shadows and Zacky V walked over and put their hands on my shoulders.
"Hey guys, why don't we give Sam some alone time with Synyster?" asked Shadows as he left the room. The others followed as I grabbed a chair and sat beside my injured love.
I never left his side. I kept begging him to forgive and that I never wanted him to get hurt. My heart was breaking as I watched his heart monitor. It was slowly going down. Why was it going down?
As I got up, his monitor went into flatline.
"Synyster! No!" I cried. "Doctor help!"
"Samantha, what's wrong?" asked The Rev
"It's Synyster. He's flatlining" I said as I felt my heart break and started to feel tears on my cheeks. This can't be happening. He can't leave. Not now.
An hour went by and the doctors finally got Synyster's heart rate back. As they left, I walked back into the room and rushed by his side.
"Syn. Syn, honey" I said as I took his hand in mine. "You have to fight this. Please come back to me. Don't leave me." I said as I kneeled down and sobbed into his blanket. "Don't leave"
"Hey hey. I'm not going anywhere." said a soft voice. I felt a soft hand on my arm as I looked up and saw the big brown beautiful eyes of Synyster looking back at me.
"Syn! You're okay." I shrieked as I jumped up. "Guys he's awake! Synyster's awake!"
"He's awake?" asked Zacky V
"Yeah. I'm awake." said Synyster softly.
"Oh Synyster, I'm so sorry. This wasn't supposed to happen. I didn't want you getting hurt." I said as I felt as tear fall on my cheek. Synyster wiped it away softly as I watched him put his arm down as his body was still sore.
"It's not your fault. It's mine. I just got so angry that I lost sight of what I was doing. While I was in comatose, I thought about you and how your voice brought me back." he said as I sat beside him.
"I never wanted you to get hurt. Or even end up in a hospital. I should have listened to you when I had the chance. Can you forgive me, Syn?" I asked.
"Of course I can. I could never stay mad at you." he said as I leaned in and kissed his lips softly.
The doctor said that it would be a few weeks before Syn can leave the hospital. They needed to keep an eye on him and see what happens over night.
During his stay, the guys and I visited him whenever we got the chance. But, I also wanted to make it up to Synyster.
So, as I walked into his room, I surprised him with a teddy bear holding a heart that says "I love you" and a little bouquet of flowers. He couldn't stop smiling when I gave him his Valentine.
I have never seen him so happy before. My face was red as I walked over and sat beside him. I looked into his eyes and saw all the love I give fill his face. My curse has finally ended. My Anti-Valentines Day curse was done.
With Synyster laying next to me in my bed, i could feel his heart racing as I rested my head on his chest. His breathing growing slower and faster. I knew that I would find someone like him.
I never wanted to fight with him. I never wanted to have him be hurt. If we haven't fought that day, he wouldn't be hurt with a broken leg and I wouldn't be feeling so guilty. I never want to fight with him. Synyster is too special for me to lose.
But everyday that I'm with him, I'm learning the difference between love and music.